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5 things I want you to know about being a NICU Mum, this #nicuawarenessmonth
In less than four days’ time, my eldest child will celebrate
his fourth birthday.
Birthdays are always emotional especially when looking
back, I class his birth as one of the most traumatic times of my life.
I recently wrote
about how four years it still haunts me.
I didn’t just become a new mum, I became a NICU (Neo Natal
Intensive Care Unit) Mum.
It was a title I didn’t ask for and we were part of a club
we didn’t ask to join.
I have now spent nearly 4 years writing about our story on
this blog, and for other publications and websites.
I have tried to raise awareness of the issues that affected us,
I have tried to bring about change but ultimately and I hope I am right in
saying I have helped other NICU Mum and CHD (Congenital Heart Defect) parents.
I have tried to process some of the emotions surrounding our
NICU experience and use them to do something positive.
I had so much I wanted to say this #nicuawarenessmonth and
so far, I have been published on the front page of the Huffington
Post Parents Voices (whoop!), guest blogged on Katheryn
Stimpson Sleep Coach website, as well as being featured on The Parent
and Baby Show Blog.
But, I wanted to really get into it here on my blog.
I wanted to get back to why I started this blog and to
honestly confess what it is like to be a NICU Mum and what I wanted you to know
this #nicuawarenessmonth.
1. Not all NICU Babies are premature
Elijah was born at 38+3 weeks gestation, he was a full term
but incredibly ill. He was admitted to the NICU and was the only full term baby
in his room however sometimes there is a lot of focus on premature babies, and
less about poorly full term babies.
As a mum of a NICU baby the common misconception is that he
was premature, but 1 in 8 babies are admitted to NICU and not all of them are
premature.
Full terms babies in NICU can sometimes be an afterthought or
a side note but they and their parents need just as much awareness raised of
their time in NICU too.
2. NICU doesn’t end on discharge
We spend so much time as NICU parents praying for the day
the Doctors turn around and say you’re going home. Then when we get home, we
are lost, we are in-prepared and fearful.
Going from constant around the clock care and support of the
staff, the reassurance of the machines and always having someone to hand to being suddenly
alone can lead to another transition which can be hard
to adjust too.
3. Don’t tell me now you are home you can move on
For anyone who has been in NICU regardless of the length is
stay can honestly say that just because you’re home doesn’t mean you can suddenly
forget the whole thing.
I can remember vividly each and every moment we spent by
Elijah’s incubator, the tests he had and coming home without my baby was one of
the hardest things I have ever had to do.
I know friends who have spent 2 hours, 2 weeks or more than 2
months in the NICU and no, you just can’t move on so we must stop telling NICU
parents this. It can be incredibly damaging.
We must listen, talk and help them process the experience in
a healthy way and not pretend like it never happened.
4. NICU parents need more mental health support
If you knew someone who went through a traumatic event or
accident would you leave them too it? Tell them now they are home to forget about
it? Leave them without any counselling or support?
That’s exactly what NICU parents are left with. In a recent
Bliss Charity Report it stated that not one hospital in the whole of the UK was
meeting the national guidelines foe providing mental health care and support
for NICU parents.
That’s 1 in 8 babies being admitted, with over 70% of NICU
parents saying their mental health was affected by their time in NICU being
left without any support or access to trained professionals both in NICU and after
discharge.
This #nicuawarenessmonth we need to raise as much awareness
of the lack of mental health support on offer for NICU parents and how detrimental
this is to a new parent’s wellbeing which can lead to Post Traumatic Stress
Disorder, Post Natal Depression, go on to affect subsequent pregnancies and so
much more.
5. We need to talk about NICU
Before I had Elijah I didn’t have the faintest idea about what
could really happen when you go and have a baby.
No one told me what life was really like when you have to go
behind those double doors in NICU.
We don’t talk about NICU, we don’t show it in the media, we
instead rush to erase it from our memories, and push ourselves to move on when
we get home.
People feel uncomfortable, they don’t want acknowledge that
actually this is what happens to one out of every eight families.
We must talk about NICU, see it in the media, we as NICU parents
want to feel represented, supported and most of all we just want to relate to
something and feel normal.
Those are the 5 things I want you to know about being a
#nicumum this #nicuawarenessmonth in hope that we start a conversation. We reach
out to others, we become more educated and we get the changes that NICU parents
so desperately need in the form of the mental health support on offer.
I'm so happy I found your blog! My little girl was a full term NICU baby and I've been trawling the internet for weeks to find some sort of support or forum. We have no NICU support groups in my area but at least I have something to read that I can relate to. Thank you x
ReplyDeleteMy baby girl is 13 days old now, full term, in the NICU with a CHD. It was completely unexpected. I feel traumatized and it feels good to find other people who are in a similar situation
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